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Hello dear ones, itโs been too long, sorry about that - I wa..
Hello dear ones, itโs been too long, sorry about that - I was camping with no cell service in BC, and Iโve been having a lovely time visiting people and places that I love. All much needed for the soul โจ Hereโs a little video of me getting undressed and taking a classic tequila shot with one of my dear friends in his kitchen! Music: SpongeBob - Princess Vitarah This song was really hard to find, I had li...
I recommend watching this video of me trying on some new und..
I recommend watching this video of me trying on some new undies as an evening ASMR experience before you go to bed tonight ๐ซ I like to film in the daylight because itโs much higher quality, but I was way too excited to wait to try these on, and I was in the mood to show off a little bit ๐ Goodnight ๐๐ค๐ค
Happy Friday! Hereโs a sweep and an eyebrow wax. ?? Music: ..
Happy Friday! Hereโs a sweep and an eyebrow wax. ?? Music: Where Angels Fear To Tread - Disclosure Vanille fraise - Lโimpรฉratrice It All Feels Right - Washed Out honey thighs - strongboi Get Into It (Yuh) - Doja Cat Much love ๐๐
1 / 2 / 3 - which is your favourite? Iโm a big fan of crush..
1 / 2 / 3 - which is your favourite? Iโm a big fan of crushed velvet and tight collars. I actually have a pretty good lingerie collection that you havenโt seen ๐
Finally did a workout with the kettlebell!!! It was super fu..
Finally did a workout with the kettlebell!!! It was super fun and I got super sweaty as you can see ๐ฉ๐ It ended up being the perfect starting weight for me to do deadlifts and goblet squats, which Iโve never done before (I did some research on proper form/common mistakes). Too heavy for any arm stuff so I just did some push ups at the end ๐ซก Let me know if you would like to watch me actually do this kind ...
Happy Summer Solstice ๐ Iโll be in bed! Hereโs me today now ..
Happy Summer Solstice ๐ Iโll be in bed! Hereโs me today now that itโs technically summer, and also, hereโs me in the spring doing summery things ๐ฑ
My live video from this morning was not saved to my account!..
My live video from this morning was not saved to my account! But I enjoyed it and will do it again - I think Iโm going to stick to pre-recorded stuff though, so I donโt lose it, also because itโs higher quality ๐ Hope you are all having a good Sunday. I personally have been struggling the past few days. But I can live with that, and Iโm doing what I can to take care of myself ๐
Oops! I stayed up late - Iโm going to have to say 10am start..
Oops! I stayed up late - Iโm going to have to say 10am start for my live video. See you then! โญ๏ธ
Good morning! I will be going live at 9am EST tomorrow to d..
Good morning! I will be going live at 9am EST tomorrow to do a guided meditation and simple yoga sequence. Feel free to join me and start your Sunday feeling good ๐
Iโve always had a sweet tooth. When I was a kid my parents m..
Iโve always had a sweet tooth. When I was a kid my parents mostly only kept healthy food around. And as such, the only thing that was around to satisfy that was raisins. I would eat the whole bag of them or at least make a GOOD dent in it. This cinnamon raisin rice pudding goes hard. I often turn to KozyShack in times of need. Sometimes itโs the tapioca pudding though. P.S.: you can see that I got a slight sun b...
The real deal! Hereโs me today. I feel like my resilience ha..
The real deal! Hereโs me today. I feel like my resilience has grown recently. When I experience difficult emotions and situations, there is less resistance in my reaction than there used to be, and I process it all more quickly. Iโm attempting to pay attention to this slow, long-term improvement rather than fixating on the constant setbacks in life.
I got these popsicles because theyโre !!!strawberry!!! and i..
I got these popsicles because theyโre !!!strawberry!!! and itโs the Strawberry Moon today ๐๐๐ every full moon has a name did you know?? This is my favourite moon of the year I think. It just happens at a time of the year that is so full of both spring growth/renewal and summer possibilities. And of course itโs the beginning of fresh strawberries! Anyway. I find these videos as off-putting as they are...
Today was my first swim of the season. This was the second ๐..
Today was my first swim of the season. This was the second ๐ I was feeling unwell when I woke up and this completely cured me. Have a nice week ๐
Fully clothed and travel ready! Have some cleaning to do whe..
Fully clothed and travel ready! Have some cleaning to do when I get home (this mirror, that cable box ๐๐)
๐โญ๏ธ๐๐โญ๏ธ๐๐โญ๏ธ๐๐โญ๏ธ๐๐โญ๏ธ๐ Iโve reached 100 fans! Yay!!! Thank yo..
๐โญ๏ธ๐๐โญ๏ธ๐๐โญ๏ธ๐๐โญ๏ธ๐๐โญ๏ธ๐ Iโve reached 100 fans! Yay!!! Thank you all so much for being here. Itโs such an honour to have an audience of people who are so interested and respectful. I appreciate you so much! Iโm doing something a bit special to celebrate. Iโm giving away the hard copies of these two full nude Polaroid-style photos, along with a hand written note/...
Friday morning update for you all ๐ FYI, I feel like this se..
Friday morning update for you all ๐ FYI, I feel like this second video is the closest thing to how I talk with people/friends in real life. Here are the songs in both videos: Woman - Doja Cat Wait a Minute - Willow Plus an unknown third song ๐ The Melting of the Sun - St. Vincent Ghostride - Crumb Care - Freak Slug Kids in the Sky - Das Kope You - Niall Mutter Friends - levitation room Suddenly - Drug Dea...
This was the last bit of my after work routine that I didnโt..
This was the last bit of my after work routine that I didnโt post yesterday! Note that this is not a daily occurrence โฆ for instance, todayโs after work wind-down was eating 2 huge date squares over the kitchen counter, showering, then taking a three hour nap lol. Which I have still not gotten up fromโฆ! I am going to start posting the music in the background for anyone who is curious. So here are the songs...
Here is kind of my usual after work routine ๐ซ As I said her..
Here is kind of my usual after work routine ๐ซ As I said here June is very busy for me. I will be out of town for some days and working extra to make up for that. So you may only hear from me a few times a week. Music: Paint Me Silver - Pond Hypnot1ze - the Notorious B.I.G. Gooey - Glass Animals Dorothy - Polo & Pan May we all walk gracefully into summer time! ๐๐ป
Yโall shared some serious sandwiches ๐ฅ thank you! This was f..
Yโall shared some serious sandwiches ๐ฅ thank you! This was fun for me!
Hello lovely people โญ๏ธ Please read!!! โฌ๏ธ Iโm very busy to..
Hello lovely people โญ๏ธ Please read!!! โฌ๏ธ Iโm very busy today on a bedroom purging rampage! So you will not see me in motion. BUT I have a fun idea for tomorrow. One of my favourite questions to ask people is this: ๐what is the best sandwich youโve ever had???๐ Please comment or message me with your answers. I will review your answers on video tomorrow (most likely from the yoga mat) and then...
Good morning ๐
Good morning ๐
Quick update, Iโm feeling much better, thank you ๐ and I too..
Quick update, Iโm feeling much better, thank you ๐ and I took this selfie once I had done my make up, I think it really shows you the colour of my eyes. No filter obviously ๐๐ปโโ๏ธ I hope your week has started off well, and I wish you a most splendid June beginning tomorrow! ๐
Feeling very unwell today. Note the blueberry stained finger..
Feeling very unwell today. Note the blueberry stained fingers, as I am only able to stomach 20 blueberries for dinner; the curtains drawn, because I canโt stand the light; the mascara/tear stained pillow, because the pain is real. ๐ These self portraits of illness are important for me. Iโm sick very often. And yet still desirable, and lusting for life in some way. ๐ท Going to sleep some more. Until tomorro...
Iโm not much for pop music usually, but I absolutely love th..
Iโm not much for pop music usually, but I absolutely love the new Harry Styles album and have been listening to it constantly ๐ Enjoy this video of me getting dressed and doing my make up, getting ready to run some errands on a hot summer day ๐ Music: Daylight - Harry Styles Cinema - Harry Styles Daydreaming - Harry Styles
Happy Sunday morning to you all ๐ท I had a very long work da..
Happy Sunday morning to you all ๐ท I had a very long work day yesterday and ended up feeling quite unwell after, so I had no chance to connect with you all. Iโm a little better off now, and hoping at some point today Iโm feeling good and ready for some creative expression! In the mean time, here are some photos. People on FL really liked this first one that I posted there. I actually did a whole photoshoot of...
Using you as I use my mirror as I talk about whatโs up today..
Using you as I use my mirror as I talk about whatโs up today! Thank Goddess Itโs Friday ๐ The window was open so the traffic/rain is a bit loud at points. I donโt re-record when this happens because I feel like it would take away from the authenticity of what Iโm doing in that moment. Enjoy today however you can ๐ค
I love the mood change over the course of the first few minu..
I love the mood change over the course of the first few minutes of this ๐ Let this be your reminder to move your body in some way that feels good! Happy Thursday ๐น
Another successful attempt to find joy in dance and fruit โจ๐ฅญ..
Another successful attempt to find joy in dance and fruit โจ๐ฅญโจ I have lost some muscle mass in being ill and not working out for a few weeks. Itโs super noticeable to me visually and in how it feels to move my body. Iโm attempting to allow it rather than feel discouraged by it. At this season of my life Iโm beginning the process of deepening my self-compassion, and a hard part of it for me is balancin...
Iโve been feeling very unwell the past few days. To the poin..
Iโve been feeling very unwell the past few days. To the point that it felt more possible to shower sitting down lol ๐ต๐ต filming it also made it more enticing actually, I may post the video at some point. Grateful to be able to share with you all. Happy Toozday ๐ธ๐๐ฆ
I hope everyone is safe and dry. I actually loved this walk,..
I hope everyone is safe and dry. I actually loved this walk, it was so much fun to be pelted down on and absolutely drenched!!!!












