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Goodness this has been such a struggle! You know when you mi..
🕑 Added 2021-10-29 11:11:05 +0000 UTC Goodness this has been such a struggle! You know when you miss your turn and the gps is all 'recalculating"? That's what I have to do 20 times a day with how unpredictable my health stuff is on top of everything else complicated in my life. It's bloody endlessly exhausting, 😔 & I've also had a few rly bad depr ssion flare days so that's a fun new toeture to deal w on top of everything! I'm trying to remind myself rest isn't bad and I'm still getting a little done each day, I'm doing my best, and to be kind to myself despite the voices that say I'm useless and not worthwhile ANYWAY onto content, so our only spoopy noodz set was gonna be Lunara but that's postponed a few days bcs a lotta life happened. .. Ok I'll try the Coles notes veriond... So I realised I was still way too sick to manage shooting both the Lunara cosplay anf the noodz set sy the same time. So okay afjust and split it up svufule two shoot days. But then it'd a tonne of hair and makeup work I don't have the spoons to do twice... Okay adjust again maybe do a lighter makeup look for thr noodz and the bigger makeup for the in location full cosplay shoot! JK Can't do the full shoot on location like planned bcs even in 3 layers just scouting it for a couple minutes had me turning blue and shaking for an hour so doing it half naked was clearly gonna put me in the hospital... ok no worries adjust again, I'll try and get a studio. Nope everything has Xmas decor already okay I'll try and get some backdrops and build a set at home? Nope fuck K, all the ones I want take too long to get here. Finally found a backdrop that got he re in time but I have had so many migraines I didn't have time to finish the Lunara props before the scheduled shoot day (yesterday)... Okay well I haven't shot Wednesday noodz do maybe let's try that! Nope the wig will give me a migraine... Okay no worries ginger hair and then edit B&W okay okay this could work! JK again massive fatigue flare and migraine on shoot day I could barely move. So adjust yet again Resched for next day, dust myself off, sigh heavily. Anyway After a whioe day of crying but kinda resting I finally managed to get a mini set built to shoot miss Addams It's been a fun week 😃 Pls send all your best slutty spoopy vibes my way so I can pull this dang thing off! Keep an eye on my story for bts 💕 with your support and my stubbornness I know we'll get thru this 😅 And don't worry I'm keeping things spoopy round here till the end of the year so you'll still see the Lunara sets just a smidge later than planned, but then again when does anything go according to plan looool PS I wanna do a live soon but I also don't think I'm up for a normal show, would you be down to have a more chill night, maybe just have Bob flashes be the only menu item to keep it easier for me and we can just play silly games or something?
