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Tl;Dr free nood to celebrate coming back after health stuff ..
🕑 Added 2021-09-01 04:11:25 +0000 UTC Tl;Dr free nood to celebrate coming back after health stuff KOed me for a bit 🎉, the TOS changes are a cluster fuck but I'm not going anywhere right now, I've been having really bad health issues but they're slowly easing (good vibes appreciated to keep recovering) XTRA DIRTY content AVAILABLE ONLY FOR SEPT including clips from GG lives & Cherlene amongst others, maybe new platform TBD depending on OF (Its taken me like a week to write this post so I bear with me if it's a lil disjointed 💕) So I'm sure most of you have heard about all the messed up changes going on here for sex workers last week. I was having a super rough week already mental health/physical health wise these flares have been whooping me arse :( I can barely walk or feed myself and then I keep having to spend all my spoons on medical stuff. Like it just took me a week with a helper btwn 4 offices to renew a migraine med that still ended up fucking me over and being 4 days late, it never stopppssss when they say being sick is a full time job they aren't kidding, however it's also a job you have to pay thousands a month to do so like honestly it's super not a good career choice 0/10 do not recommend Anyway my anxiety around my work is at an all time high and I'm feeling really bad about how little I've gotten done of what I had wanted to do for the last few weeks but I keep telling myself it was a bunch of shitty circumstances and not my fault :( I didn't ask to have a mini stroke and get knocked on my arse, sigh even as im typing that it still feels like my fault lol whelp that's internalized ableism for ya I guess I still don't know how the dust is gonna settle but for now I'm trying to organize my spicest content to sell here before Oct 1st & remove some dirtier stuff from my feed in case they flip flop again, and will be trying to get another platform for security since rn this is literally how I keep a roof over my head and meds to keep me alive SO THAT IS TO SAY if you've been missing my content you'd best start saving bcs I'm aiming to have a lot of my dirtiest smut for sale for this month only (possibly available later but it depends on the platforms so if you want to make sure you don't miss it plan to grab it in Sept) incld: 📍 GG sexy live makeouts and oils shows and such ridiculousness fun with Rose 📍 Cherlene topless album (the rocket pops scene) and live show recording as well as a sfw album 📍 Super hot casual selfie nood tease clips (here's where you get the 😺 peeks) 📍 Caticorn smut 📍 Live shower show full recording 📍 Black Widow cosplay sets (and noodz if I can get them shot) 📍 Lush live show clips It's gonna be a busy month so I'm just trying to figure out how to pace it around my health needs which is obviously challenging when they change so often sigh I've just been so foggy and fatigued I barely know my name and I just so desperately want a functional brain for a couple hours so I can hold enough info in my head at once to do big picture planning bcs right now I feel so overwhelmed and like I'm trying to build a house of cards on one of those spinning teacup rides hanging off the side of a mountain that could plummet at any moment 😃 Anyway I don't know if I'll still be able to continue my tradition in oct of a nood to the feed after I've had a health flare so we'd best appreciate them this month! Further more even tho OF retracted their ban I feel unsafe and I don't like how they've treated us (as creators or clients) so I'm going to be trying to find a new platform down the road. I'd love to make my own site but I just don't have the financial means or spoons required. Even just starting on a new platform is a huge endeavour for me that's gonna be a slow process so I'm definitely not going anywhere for the next few months at least I just wish this had happened some other damn time bcs on top of my body being in bad shape health wise Sept and Oct are my fav months for content and I wish I could just focus on shooting cute fun spooopy looks for yous 😭 send me good vibes I can still manage some (altho I only just managed to take some Xmas stuff down last month lol this doesn't bode well) How do you feel about everything that's been going on with the platform? I hope stuff isn't going to badly with you all's, I miss everyone so much, I'm trying to get back on my feet enough to have another chill live stream so we can catch up 💕 Would you prefer a week day evening hang or something on the weekend? PS ofc I'm still having some issues w PM's ffs, always grateful for your patience there, OF can really mess me over sometimes gah I wanna be able to sell xtra spicey smut over ppv pronto man I got some good shit backlogged 🔥 why must life be so problematic 😃
