You have not seen very much of me on here lately due to the ..
🕑 Added 2023-08-30 18:19:02 +0000 UTC
You have not seen very much of me on here lately due to the fact that I have been dealing with some straight BS . That has caused stress depression etc but damn sure has not dampened my will to fight. But I'm really at a loss at this point. Overlook like a punctuation and the following rants and rave because I'm talk texting at my phone because I really just don't know what else to f****** do besides talk s*** at my phone to my fans... Well many of you know that may 1st I moved from my place headed to a new one. When I got there U-Haul and all my shit in tow, people were already in there. So that put me out of right at 4000 . . Hopefully I will not have so many words that against community guidelines. So back to filling you in ...I've been staying in hotels ever since. It has really begun to wear me down. It is affected my fur baby. My other fur baby I have staying at a familiar person's home and I visited her the other day and my heart broke to see how skinny she is. But I am a strong woman mentally and emotionally but I think that I have almost hit the last straw I've gotten into the hotel turn around (different wording)Friend of mine handed me $1,500 that was going to go towards me getting into one of these furnace finders places so I can have a temporary permanent housing until I can find a permanent. Just so I can regroup and not spend $200 a day minimum at a room. do that math for one month. Well as soon as I tell myself I have something saved up I can have something put aside what happens my truck breaks down it did that once already for three and a half weeks got it fixed my pet had to go to the veterinarian just life normal punches in the face. My medical bills that I do pay out of pocket are outrageous just having Labs drawn was over $1,000 the other week I had a CAT scan done day before yesterday and that was absolutely ridiculous but put me back to zero. But the good news is the mass on my adrenal gland is benign!! The other good news but expensive news is I was approved for the treatment for my liver!! But Labs costing around one g a month hurts the pocket as well. But let me tell you what topped everything off today. I have stayed in this last stretch of time and a couple of s***** places I'm talking like skeezy. And I have also gotten great deals on some upscale hotels. I have managed to stay at an upscale hotel for a very reasonable price and I never would have thought this would have happened at this hotel namely Hilton. My truck was broken into and my computer taken my coin collection that was disguised in a wooden seat taken my JBL speaker taken. It devastated me and I guess I really don't have anyone to vent to about all of this I'm very frustrated and what I guess I'm asking is what would any of y'all do in this type of situation ,?business-wise hopefully . Edit business has been very slow. Now again some feedback please. I'm not asking for anyone to say I'm sorry this happened to you I'm not looking for pity I'm looking for some actual advice because I am at a total loss on how to jump out of this hole I was edit into. Yes I have rambled some here due to the fact I was talk texting lol. I'm sure that y'all have the gist of what I'm talking about and can offer some advice. Right now all I can think of is getting a temporary permanent like a traveling nurse month-to-month lease place that's furnished like a furnished finder type apartment so I can regroup. I really don't see any advice anyone could give me.. the little video clip was me at my old place I miss it so badly. Oh my God here we go again with the restricted words editing time...
