Hellllloooooo darlings!! I have been dormant because the hol..
🕑 Added 2022-12-30 02:53:39 +0000 UTC
Hellllloooooo darlings!! I have been dormant because the holidays are fucking depressing. The day before Christmas Eve my roommate had a bad day and told me I needed to move out. So I have been spending all my time scouring the internet trying to find an apartment. Itβs really hard to feel sexy when Iβm so stressed out. So once again, I will be putting all my belongings into storage and will be couch surfing until I can get into my own place. Luckily I have a lot of friends that want me to stay with them, so I always have a roof over my head. This has been really disheartening, but Iβm using it as an opportunity. I have never lived completely alone before, and now itβs time. I also feel like Iβll be more inclined to make more content when Iβm actually alone. I grew up walking on eggshells, and that has carried over into my adult life in the way that Iβm afraid to make my presence known if someone else is home. Itβs something I am trying to unlearn. Having my own space is gonna be so nice, Iβm so excited. Tips will be going to furnishings π€