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As this year is coming to an end, I meditate a lot on all th..
🕑 Added 2020-12-29 14:40:04 +0000 UTC As this year is coming to an end, I meditate a lot on all the challenges of the past two years. The reason I'm going two years back instead of one is because I didn't really acknowledged last year in the way it truly deserved. Instead, I had spent that day home alone when I should have gone out to surround myself with the people who really wants the best for me. So, as you can imagine, these photos represent the beginning of a new exciting season of my life and I feel very connected to them as if 2020 had never really happened and this is the main challenge that is worth mentioning before 2021 starts. It's probably a little unfair to all the incredible challenges that were surmounted this year but for some reason, in order to start yet another season, I feel compelled to remind myself of where I am from, where all this really started. These images are the first one shot in my new place, after moving. Living alone and breaking up my 11yrs relationship is by far one of the best gift I've done for myself in over a decade and today, when I look around the painting filled walls and packed kitchen, I feel blessed by the universe. It wasn't always easy nor that it is now easy either but every day I wake up and thank the sky for giving me such wonderful home and the drive to overcome a lot of anxiety and fear of the unknown. You never really know what you are made of until the floor under your feet becomes unstable and the roots you thought were firmly planted starts to rot. One certainty is that the upcoming chapter wont be an easy one either as there still a lot of uncertainties with my official website (hence why I'm still here most of my time) but it doesn't scare me as much anymore and I'm looking at these photos with passion and gratefulness towards the journey that was started in late 2018. Life has it's way to send us challenges that shakes up our world and makes us question everything but, when we start breaking down the steps to get out of it, we realize that all this hardship and pain was for our own evolution. I'm proud of everything I've accomplished since that first day in my empty place. I'm proud that I was able to sign a lease with zero dollar in my account, no furniture, no pay checks from my official website (that's a story for another time) and get to where I am today. Most of all this have been possible because of people like you who keep supporting me months after months with your subscriptions but also your emotional support and please know that I'm extremely grateful for all of you. Wishing you all that this upcoming year is another one of expansion in all areas of your life where it just doesn't feel right anymore. May you shed the skin that was once comfortable for something fresh (even if it feels a little raw at first) that will be the beginning of a new version of yourself... more evolved, more calm, more zen. Thank you for taking the time to read this. Love you all xxx
