#7 - So, I have to admit, I may have gotten a little carried..
🕑 Added 2021-07-27 22:23:08 +0000 UTC
#7 - So, I have to admit, I may have gotten a little carried away this past week. Since my first four cigarettes, I have been hiding and sneaking cigarettes everyday. I almost forgot to shoot another video before my cigarettes were all done. I also have been feeling very different, maybe like a different person or something. I have been trying to dress up whenever I am smoking and it makes me feel very sexy and mature. I have noticed some people admiring me smoke outside and it gives me butterflies. I guess that's how the women felt when I was watching them.
I was looking up on the internet if anyone else has experienced these kinds of changes when smoking and I found out that I have a smoking fetish! And even more interestingly, lots of other people do too!
So after smoking a pack of cigarettes, I feel like I have had a very weird but exciting experience and I am not sure what to do. I really liked they way it felt and the way people looked at me when I was smoking, so I decided to post my videos here. Now that I am done smoking my cigarettes, I am wondering if I should try something a little safer like an e-cigarette, and if anyone is interested I could make some new videos to post.
Please let me know what you think.
