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🕑 Added 2020-02-27 16:56:07 +0000 UTC PERSONAL POST + OLD PIC SPAM and sloppy post (just the one off) I know a lot of you wanna see more of my body and more of my ass but the truth is I’ve been struggling lately with my body & self esteem. I once used to have the best biggest ass on the planet I was so proud of how hard I worked to build it and my body, I was recognised as the girl with the great ass. Truth is I’ve been struggling for the last 5 years with spinal nerve damage and I’ve been on / off the gym for the last 2. I’ve seen the last 6 years of solid dedication + hard gym work disappear and it’s been really hard for me to adjust & accept that.... and my body. My body isn’t what it used to look like due to injury / chronic nerve damage. I suffer in pain everyday due to the periphal nerves than run through my whole body connected from my spine and because it’s neural we can’t find a diagnosis and surgery is a very dangerous option without diagnosis. My nerve (pain) receptors are basically switched on constantly, and being in pain all the time is exhausting not just physically but mentally too. I get very very down about it no matter how many compliments or positive comments I still get now. It has literally broke me as a person and I’ve had to find happiness in other areas of my life. I don’t know if I’ll get over the change in my path, the disappeance of my fitness career, and the one thing I valued the most about myself my body... because I worked dam hard for it. I had everything, and feeling nothing now. No purpose. Sorry to be depressing Debbie, I’m just reflecting and trying to justify why I’m not posting as much recently of my body as I’m not enjoying what I see and it’s effecting me. Hope you understand ❤️ Onlyfans has helped me massively recently as my mental health has been suffering a fuck load and I’ve been unable to work so I just want to thank each and everyone of you for supporting me xxx
