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Okay, time for that big announcement I teased earlier this m..
🕑 Added 2020-12-18 17:23:03 +0000 UTC Okay, time for that big announcement I teased earlier this month. ☺🙈🥰 We moved!! We got a new apartment! 💖 read the story below ⤵️ The last couple of years have been such a learning experience, but I’m happy to say I'm ready for the next chapter of my life. 🙇 The decision to move was not an easy one. When we rented the house we made the mistake of signing a 24 month lease, but because of the circumstances we didn't have much of a choice. We needed a place to move ASAP after our dream rental led us on for 2 months then blew us off the week of move-in. We had 5 days to find a place to live. We were able to do this, the only stipulation being a minimum 24 month lease agreement. Feeling like we had no other choice, and that this was the best decision we could make at the time, we took it. Within a week of living there I realized it was a bad decision. I was never happy there. I did everything I could to make the house livable. I decorated, I rearranged, I bought new furniture for the place, I cleaned, I did yard work, I fed birds, I gave that house my all, but it was so incredibly taxing. It never got better and my mental health suffered. Because of the laws in Nevada we couldn't just break the lease, we would be held responsible for the full amount of the rent until the end of the lease unless someone else moved in and took over paying it. This fear kept me from trying the process, so I tried to push on, to my detriment. I had a mental health crisis and was hospitalized for a little while. I wasn't able to work during the months-long recovery, and with medical bills stacking up we went into a crippling debt. I did everything I could to pull myself together enough to get back on my feet. Onlyfans enabled that recovery for me. I had a small group of people who were truly there for me. During the hardest part of my life y’all were there, allowing me the time to heal while giving me the stability I needed to do so. I look back and it’s bittersweet, but what is life without challenges? Then COVID-19 hit. Lockdowns were taking the country by storm, now everyone was thrown into one huge life problem that affected us all. I didn’t feel alone, I felt a sense of hope from the shut downs. I was hoping it would bring us closer together. Sadly, it was politicized and that healing did not happen. Our nations became more and more divided. Family and friends went to war with each other while millions lost their lives and livelihoods. As the months of lockdowns continued, Michael and I started losing the people in our life we cared for. Friendships withered and family members died. We turned inwards and put all energy on my recovery. Finally, I was able to start feeling human again. After everything that happened this year and last (and there is much I haven’t gone into detail about) we decided that life was too short to keep living in the house that had been home to so much heartache. Which brings us now to our new apartment, and new chapter in life. We are pushing through challenges, and while they are the same ones I faced a year ago, I find that I’m able to handle them now. This has had a profound effect on my mental health, I feel reenergized, stronger, and more capable than ever before. I’ve also learned my limitations and I’m starting to heal in ways that I have needed to for many years. With a happy heart, I say thank you. I am so grateful to have this life, this career, these opportunities, and I’m so excited for what the future has in store. Stay strong, stay safe, take care of yourself and the people you love. With love, Lindsey 💖
