I've come to realize just how hard it is to be on the site w..
🕑 Added 2023-08-29 17:48:07 +0000 UTC
I've come to realize just how hard it is to be on the site when you work hard to post something and put so much hours into it only for little to no one to even bother buying it... I'm just so disappointed. I feel like my followers are getting bored of me. Feels like the only thing people care about on this page is bondage, and I know a lot of you guys are bondage people but you need to understand that I really am not a bondage model, I only modeled for it for a photographer who I no longer work with so that's why I don't really post it anymore on my social media. Plus it's REALLY HARD to do it by myself. I can only do half assed rope tying, I can't provide anything more I'm sorry but that's just how it is, it's mostly a two people job and I am not lucky to have someone in my own city to help me with this sort of thing. I'm mostly a cosplayer, and I focus mostly on cosplay. That's been the focus since the beginning and just modeling on general.
I also am not into going more explicit content. I'm sorry if I'm lame just cause I don't want to post nudes or show off my privates. Sorry but I'm not comfortable with that. I have my standards. I don't want to be pressured into something I'm not comfortable with. Please respect that.
I've also been seriously burned out, I just can't get myself to get up and do anything, posting content is extremely tiring and I just don't have the motivation or energy to post anything these days...I have force myself to and it's extremely hard...I just don't know what to do anymore... and when I actually post something, nobody seems to bother so why am I even doing this anymore? I'm genuinely considering giving up only fans cause I guess I'm just too lame for this site and I'm not a real bondage model anyway so why bother? I'm also just not mentally capable of handling frequent posting.... I'm just... I'm tired...I just don't know what to do anymore...
