***Please don’t comment on my weight. Ever.*** I’m constantl..
🕑 Added 2023-05-29 17:17:09 +0000 UTC
***Please don’t comment on my weight. Ever.*** I’m constantly struggling with whether or not I should share this information with y’all because I’m your porn star. My personal life isn’t something I want to shove down anyone’s throat when that’s not what you’re here for, nor do I think I should be f*rced to feel uncomfortable having to explain to people why I’m “losing so much weight”. I don’t appreciate my weight being called into question. I’m already incredibly self conscious of it. Anyway, I’m just gonna lay it all out for you.
I started taking medicine for my adult-diagnosed ADHD a few months ago. One of the side effects of taking a stimulant medication is loss of appetite. I didn’t realize how much I wasn’t eating. When I did realize I was starting to feel sick from not eating all day, I tried to figure it out. I tried to make sure I had more things to eat in the house. On the flip side, I also have a lot of sensory issues with food and it’s texture. I get things because I think I’ll want them, but can’t bring myself to even eat them when the time comes.
ANYWAY… this led to weight loss and when it happened, it happened QUICK. I didn’t have a lot of weight to spare in the first place and I didn’t realize it until I could see my ribs and sternum. I broke down and cried when I noticed the first time. Since then, I’ve gotten things to force myself to eat and get some nutrition. I started adding some little workouts into my everyday routine. I’m working on it.
Point is, I’m working on it. I already have tons of self confidence issues and it doesn’t help when others point out things I’ve already been trying to work on. If you’re concerned about me, ask me if I’m okay. Don’t comment on my weight. It’s hurtful. If you wanna make me feel good, fuckin’ ***TIP ME*** or give me some compliments. When I’m feeling down, the LAST thing I’m up for is making content.
