Just to clarify, I've been on hormones since April 29th for ..
🕑 Added 2020-07-09 12:49:55 +0000 UTC
Just to clarify, I've been on hormones since April 29th for a month then off for a month because I ran out of meds.
I am currently on them again but still using the meds I got from unspoken sources. I saw my endo last week in order to get prescribed legitimately and am going to be using injections which kinda scare me tbh. Currently waiting for my dumb insurance to approve the medication coverage. This is the main reason I started doing all this filming and setup multiple platforms. It's not so I can live a lavish lifestyle or anything.
It's to help me get to a place I feel comfortable in my own body. Being able to cover tuition is also something I'm extremely grateful for. I hope I don't come off to anyone as a indecent human or just doing it for the money. If I could do everything for free I would believe me.
I don't want to do things like escortingg anymore. Moving specifically to an online presence has been one of the greatest things I've done in awhile for my well-being and safety. I do still do it, which I hope to not have to rely on that sort of thing anymore entirely.
I just want to make not only myself happy but everyone around me happy as well. I got a recent subscriber who I will not name out of respect, who threatened me and himself because I said no to him wanting me to move him in with me.
First of all understand I can't even afford to move out of my parents house. I cannot simply move someone in. And secondly, I don't even know you like that. People act really nice in the beginning to make you become vulnerable but then reveal their true intentions. This is one of the reasons I've sent everyone a message stating I might not be active for a couple of days. I will take a few days to recollect my thoughts. I mentioned that I will still post but to expect a slower rate and slower message response.
I hope everyone understands where I'm coming from and I've made soooo many post expressing my feelings towards you all. But again, I truly and sincerely appreciate you all. I make these posts because I want you all to feel like you're a part of my life and I want to be as open as I can with everyone♡
