Started this hobby in July 2023, after going through a tough..
🕑 Added 2024-02-16 00:21:21 +0000 UTC
Started this hobby in July 2023, after going through a tough long-term break up and then subsequent dating failures where I never felt good enough. Still single but I have such a different mindset and view of myself.
1) Started filming without makeup and therefore I’ve started to love the way I look without it, mainly stopped wearing it day to day. And never put it on just because I feel like I ‘need’ it.
2) Have so much confidence with my body and wearing whatever I want. Feel so secure with what sexually drives me and feel like I’d be so much better at communicating it to a future partner.
3) Have been exposed to so many other kinks and how into them I am. Not just a sole wedgie kink but so many others that makes the fun and satisfaction multiply.
4) Love seeing how sexually wild I can drive others, which in turn insanely gets me off.
I am a burnout mess from my career and I won’t see financial gain for my bl**d/sweat/tears for at least another year of grinding. This side hustle has paid for migraine infusions, massages, physical therapy, workout classes & some travel. In the least cringe way possible, thank you for letting me learn about myself & take care of myself.
It’s easier for me to complain about the few times I get mean messages / people who don’t respect boundaries. I won’t do this forever, and I have no idea if I’ll ever mention it to a future partner. But I’m enjoying it for now and will keep it up until the day it no longer feels fun 💕
I will never talk like this again for the sake of all of us, don’t worry ;*
