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🕑 Added 2022-01-03 18:08:11 +0000 UTC I haven’t had partnered sex in over a month and it’s been glorious. I often swing between fasting and indulging in order to understand what my body is calling for. The difference between “want” and “need” can be confused by intense emotional pulls and external factors. Finding quiet and stillness ironically increases the volume of whatever is left. I’ve gone long periods of exploring hypersexuality, f0rced celibacy, self-imposed celibacy and whatever else is in between. I’ve gone up and down and around the spectrum and back again many many times in my career of sexploration. And what I’ve learned again and again is that while it is fun, exciting and expansive - one feeling cannot replace the desire for another. I’ve often found myself seeking connection, intimacy, intensity or even love through sex. While those can be ingredients in an interaction, they are not guaranteed to be delivered. In the absence of connection with another energy, I have been reminded of how many of those things already exist within me…if I work on accessing them. Sure they can be turned up or down by having another energy to reflect off of. But at the end of the day, all we have is ourselves. And I don’t want to be dependant on anything. Because you truly can’t depend on anything. Except for yourself.
