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🕑 Added 2022-10-06 04:00:42 +0000 UTC Unsexy Stories: Part 6 Medical trauma creates an interesting relationship with the body. Especially if incurred in early years. The first time I was penetrated, was ana|ly, digitally, by a doctor, in front of my mother. I was e|ght. And that's the first time I consciously remember attempting to dissociate from my body. Go anywhere from where I was. And while I don't know if I succeeded in that moment, I had plenty of opportunities after that to keep practicing. What came from that was a strength. And a numbness. An ability to fall behind my skin, get small inside and shrink away from whatever was happening outside. A highly trained pain tolerance is a skill and a weakness. It makes you resilient. And difficult to ask for help. It's challenging to know your lines versus the ones you've learned to live with.
