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🕑 Added 2023-06-29 13:48:26 +0000 UTC oh yes the crown is part of my body now So here goes my diary for the past few days. Overall, everything is fine. I'm trying my best, and there aren't any really serious things to worry about. However, I'm dealing with a rather tough emotional time. This year, I made a commitment to take better care of myself, which has led me to many medical and psychological appointments. This week, I also had an appointment with a psychiatrist. I've been diagnosed with moderate depression, which I have been struggling with since I was 7 years old or even younger. It's been tough to come to terms with it because I've always considered myself a very positive and happy person. For the first time in my life, I'm feeling deeply sad. I think it's an emotion that I always suppressed, and now I feel the sadness of every sad thing I should have felt since my childhood. The process of healing and truly taking care of oneself sometimes feels like a setback, but I'm supposed to trust and let it flow. Still, I deeply regret not being able to be the positive Rouz that always spreads joy everywhere. This also affects my stress because ultimately, my job is to make others happy, and with my spirits low, I can't achieve that. It becomes difficult to reach my goals, and I'm terrified of dealing with the upcoming bills. I tell myself every morning and night that everything will be fine, but will it really be? Honestly, will anyone ever read this? I don't know the answers to that, but I'm sure of one thing: I am persistent, persevering, and resilient. In a year, I will look back on this as one of those many challenging anecdotes that I have overcome, and perhaps, just like in 2019, I will do something brilliant with all of this
