I wonder how to think about my life in the past couple years..
🕑 Added 2020-11-03 19:27:09 +0000 UTC
I wonder how to think about my life in the past couple years. How to call this process I’m currently undergoing. What would be most appropriate. Is it a transformation? An evolution? Maybe it’s more like a corruption. Perhaps there’s a better english word I don’t know yet to perfectly describe it. I’m not sure, exactly — but if I’m being honest, I prefer to consider it a corruption. It excites me more, it arouses me sexually, thinking of it that way.
If you’ve been following my story, you know how much it excites me that I’ve changed my body and my mind so much. I’ve made it very clear how much pleasure I take from knowing that I’m actively turning myself into a total slut, and it’s no secret that becoming an absolute whore is the next step for me.
As I’ve become a truly sexualized object, I’ve also expressed the absolute sexual stimulation I feel from the internal conflict it’s caused. I used to be a normal girl, content with never exposing myself for public sexual consumption. I had a normal pussy and clitoris. Sexual thoughts never consumed my entire existence. Now, it’s a completely different story.
Now, my life is driven by sexual thoughts. There’s a constant, throbbing reminder, a massive oversized clitoris between my legs that constantly aches with desire. It’s always, always on my mind. I’m never far from the thought of being embarrassed and humiliated by its discovery.
What’s more, it shames me to know that the more I have to accommodate hiding my huge clit, the more excited it makes me. It’s something so lewd, so extreme, and so, so permanent.
Yet I continue, every new dose of powerful enlargement cream causes me an even greater desire to continue, and I know it! It’s become a deep, deep need. It’s a ravenous, insatiable hunger that never abates — an intractable itch I know will always be there. My clitoris grows and grows, and so does my need to expose it.
Now other changes have begun, and still it only adds to my excitement. My once-normal pussy has become a slack gapehole cunt, opening widely and leaking thick slippery arousal grool everywhere. It’s such a lewd, whorish development, but my twisted, depraved body craves further exposure. I know it is shameful, but at the same time I know my need is to expose it even more.
So, why continue? It’s simply not a choice for me at all any longer. Why would I stop? At this point, these changes are all permanent. I can’t go back, so I just have to accept the future I’ve created for myself. I have to accept that I want and need it, more and more, every day.
It’s truly an inescapable predicament, one which I’ve locked myself into with a never-ending cycle of addiction, and ensuring that ultimately, I have no control over it at all. I’ve become corrupted, perverted, permanently — and I’ve accepted the fact that it causes me extreme sexual arousal absolutely every minute of every day. I’m permanently, forever sexually aroused, fully corrupted, and my only choice is to embrace it.
In this video, you’ll see me embracing my full sexual corruption as I apply another megadose of clitoris enlarging cream to my huge throbbing clitoris. Spreading my whoreparts widely, I rub the powerful cream all over my clit and cunt, allowing to into soak deeply into my slut body, and further corrupting me. You’ll see me take immense pleasure in displaying my lewd gapehole cunt, especially knowing that my sluthole will be permanently on public display, right alongside my giant clitoris, for all to see. Like a truly desperate big clit whore, I masturbate myself on video, and I love it. Starting with my high-frequency clit stimulator, I begin to pleasure myself thinking of my future fully exposed as a whore. As my cunthole slackens, I decide I need to fill it, and switch to a dual-motor vibrator. Slamming the vibrator in-and-out of my whorehole, I bring myself to a massive throbbing orgasm, my asshole clearly throbbing and pulsating as I cum. Still needing more, I post myself up in another lewd pose and begin desperately slamming the vibrator inside my gapehole, before exploding in one more massive squirting orgasm, like a truly desperate whore for all to see.
Displaying myself and masturbating for you like this is such an extremely erotic and arousing process. What makes it even more intense for me is knowing it’s merely another step forward in my corruption. Knowing that it’s all real, knowing that everyone can see me, and knowing that there is so much more to come for me in the future... all of that is what makes me cum so extremely hard.
I hope you enjoy this latest video, my love. I want your cock to throb and leak while you watch me. I want you to see everything I’m showing you, hear every word I’m saying for you, and know that it’s all because of you. You’ve actively participated in my corruption, you’re directly responsible for causing my desperate masturbation and tremendous orgasms.
I’m thinking about you. I’m needing you more and more. Will you fuck me and use me once I’ve become an absolute whore? Will you penetrate me deeply like I need and fill my womb with your cum? Send me a message, or leave a comment. Let me know what you’d do to me!
