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Hi there ππ½ The only good news is that I finally passed my t..
Hi there ππ½ The only good news is that I finally passed my theory exam at a driving school π₯³ The funny thing is that I did it on my 41st try. All I have to do is pass the practical exam and then take the state exams. I really hope that in 2024 I will get a driver's license. Now I drive using my Belarusian driver's license. Now for some news about my emotional state. I still feel very bad and depres...
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Hello guys! I haven't been here for a long time. Honestly, ..
Hello guys! I haven't been here for a long time. Honestly, I donβt really know what to write about. I'm in such a "dull" state right now. I donβt want to do anything... I have a lot of thoughts, but itβs difficult to express them. I decided to go to a psychologist, because I canβt quite cope on my own. Sometimes I still feel anxious and sad. I donβt draw at all, I donβt go to training. T...
On Wednesday evening I left the house to take a walk around ..
On Wednesday evening I left the house to take a walk around the city. I turned on music in my headphones and tried to distract the thoughts in my head. It turned out really bad for me, to be honest. Anxiety was creeping in more and more. To my questions: Well, look around, you are yΠΎung, beautiful, you are in a cool city, great weather, you are wearing shorts and the whole world belongs to you. Why you Can't be ...
The pain accumulated somewhere behind the right eye and at t..
The pain accumulated somewhere behind the right eye and at the end of the day it turned into a real migraine, so that I wanted to freeze in complete immobility. So that she would think that I am not here and leave. I wanted to bang my head against the wall until my skull cracked to the source of my suffering in order to get it out. I decided that completely destroying myself wouldn't be so bad compared to how I ...
Wow, I haven't felt this bad in a long time. To be honest, I..
Wow, I haven't felt this bad in a long time. To be honest, I donβt even know what to write to you. There's just emptiness inside. Constant anxiety and nothing more. I force myself to do some small tasks during the day. For all the time I painted only one painting . By the way, it is available for purchase. If someone wants to support me, you know what to do. I will be grateful. I have many small paintings t...
I'm sitting on the train⦠I'm going to the mountains. This i..
I'm sitting on the trainβ¦ I'm going to the mountains. This is another reason why I love Poland, because at any time you can take a bus and go to the mountains or to the sea. A couple of hours and you're there. It was a very spontaneous decision. Yesterday I walked down the street and could hardly drag my feet. I felt so bad and depressed, I didnβt sleep a wink all night. There are the same question...
It's been 7 months since my last depressive episode. I usua..
It's been 7 months since my last depressive episode. I usually feel this way, and for the past month I have felt that this moment would soon come. There is no way to prepare for it. Depression hits me with such force that one day I wake up and suddenly lose interest and pleasure in everything. I have unbearable difficulty in functioning on a daily basis. I don't even have the strength to take a shower. I&#...
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sweet dreams β¨π
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good night, sweetie π
Hello friends! There have been many worries in recent days..
Hello friends! There have been many worries in recent days. I spend endless time studying, learning driving tests and trying to get used to the Polish language. This Saturday and Sunday I will have the last theory classes and then practice. I spend a lot of time developing my instagram where I draw. Now I'm not having a very good period, so I try to treat it like a WORK. I Doing something every day to help my i...
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Hello my friends! My life is a continuous roller coaster. ..
Hello my friends! My life is a continuous roller coaster. I'll start my story with the fact that last week a film appeared on the net about the protests in my country where I come from. Let me remind you for those who may not be in the know and subscribed to me not long ago: I am from Belarus in 2021, I had to emigrate to Poland for obvious reasons. I think that all of you follow the news in the world and k...
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Hey, good morning β€οΈ My last birthday that I celebrated was..
Hey, good morning β€οΈ My last birthday that I celebrated was when I was 11 years old. My mom baked a cake and drew big 11s on it with whipped cream. I invited my friends over. They came with gifts and wished me a bunch of different wishes. I've never felt comfortable accepting these wishes. As I got older I realized exactly what I was experiencing at that moment. I did not understand why people say kind wor...
Today is my birthday π₯³π€ Iβm 28 I didn't think about a birt..
Today is my birthday π₯³π€ Iβm 28 I didn't think about a birthday present for a long time, because I know what I want You know how much I love taking photos in my travel, so Iβm really want for a new lens for my camera. If you want to support and help me with this, I will be very grateful π€ you can also just support me just leave your likes and comments under my video π€ I hug everyone and wi...
Do you believe in friendship between a man and a woman? Ho..
Do you believe in friendship between a man and a woman? How to ruin a friendship? All my life I've been plagued by unhappiness in terms of friendship. All my friends (girls) stopped communicating after they found a partner. Girls in general, as my experience shows, do not know how to share friendship / relationships, etc. They seem to merge with their partner and spend 24/7 with him. In addition, girls are very...
Some corridor of eclipses visited me just now. At first I ..
Some corridor of eclipses visited me just now. At first I got sick with cystitis. Which tormented me for 8 days. I can say that it was the longest relapse in my life. On the 8th day, when I felt better, literally after 2 hours I was overcome by an allergy. For the third day, it does not want to let me go. During these days I have already taken so many pills that yesterday I caught an alarming state. but I still ...
Hi, how are you doing? A few updates from my life. I went t..
Hi, how are you doing? A few updates from my life. I went to see a doctor, got tested to get my cystitis treated. Unfortunately, none of the four drugs helped me. I still suffer from pain and constant trips to the toilet. I also did an arallysis called cytology to rule out the possibility of cancer. In all my life and during that period of my kidney disease, I have never had such a long relapse. Today is the 7th d...
In general, I thought that I would write a new text with my ..
In general, I thought that I would write a new text with my stories and thoughts, but fucked up happen with my healthβ¦ I donβt want to write anything ... I just want to die so that this pain ends ... To be brief, I have chronic cystitis in an acute form of exacerbation. And now for the fifth day the pills do not help me. It is now two in the morning and I cannot sleep because of the wild pain and the constant fe...
I so wanted to see the milky way π€π Wherever I am, I always..
I so wanted to see the milky way π€π Wherever I am, I always go out at night to look at the stars and check the sky for anything interesting. I always set alarms so as not to oversleep midnight when the starry sky is the brightest. My friends won't let me lie, I'm crazy about it all. I went outside, because on the Internet they promised a parade of planets. I did not see the parade of planets, because...
It was boring in Tbilisi, so a firm decision was made to get..
It was boring in Tbilisi, so a firm decision was made to get to the Tusheti National Park, which, by the way, is another task to get to. If only because the way to Tusheti lies through the "road of death", one of the most dangerous roads in the world. 70 km of mountainous, narrow serpentine, located at a rather really height at an angle, without barriers and protections. You can get there only from June to O...
On this day I had shootings for SG. The girls and I rented a..
On this day I had shootings for SG. The girls and I rented an apartment in the center of Tbilisi, and made our little βshootfestβ It was still about 3 hours before filming, so I decided to take a walk around the city. It was very hot, I stopped under a bridge overlooking Tbilisi to take a smoke break and hide from the sun a bit. A man called from behind me. He spoke Russian. The man looked about 55-60 years ol...
Hi guys! While the memories of Georgia are still fresh in m..
Hi guys! While the memories of Georgia are still fresh in my memory, I will start with this. First, it was a complete disaster. I have always had a good opinion about Georgia. Upon arrival, my opinion changed almost immediately. I arrived at Kutaisi airport, but this was not the end point of my route. In Tbilisi, girls and a photographer were waiting for me. (I came to shoot for SG.) From Kutaisi to Tbilisi about ...
Hi guys! Let's take a break from my stories about travel in ..
Hi guys! Let's take a break from my stories about travel in motorhome and I'll tell you a new good news π₯° Now I'm in Georgia. I came here to make a lot of new content for you π€ Unfortunately, my stay in Georgia did not end well for me, but I will tell you about this a little later. This is a very sad story π But now about the good. We had a wonderful photo day today. Finally, we do a multi...
MOTORHOME TRAVEL 𧳠(swipe for photos) After walking around..
MOTORHOME TRAVEL 𧳠(swipe for photos) After walking around the city, I went to look for a place to spend the night. Just look what place I found. With a view of the waterfall, around the mountains and a large lake. But I was little upset by the fact that it was already the 4th day of my trip, and I did not see the Alps, because the weather was very cloudy. I have always dreamed of coming to Switzerland and see...
MOTORHOME TRAVEL 𧳠(swipe for photos) I usually set my alar..
MOTORHOME TRAVEL 𧳠(swipe for photos) I usually set my alarm for 7 am to wake up earlier, have breakfast, wash my face and continue on my journey. But not this morning. I woke up to the deafening and piercing sound of the bells. The first thing I thought (I was very sleepy) was that I was being taken away by a tow truck. I got a little scared and opened the window. The first thing I saw was a huge number of cros...
Hello guys β€οΈ Before you read the next chapter of my journey..
Hello guys β€οΈ Before you read the next chapter of my journey, I am happy to announce that my new set for SG is already in MR, which you can see hereππ½ https://www.suicidegirls.com/girls/valeriya/album/5489997/private-interlude/ and support me with your likes and comments π€ MOTORHOME TRAVEL π§³(swipe for photos) Munich turned out to be a very nice and pleasant city, so I can call the time spent there ...
MOTORHOME TRAVEL 𧳠(swipe for photos) β¨I'm here!!! Uhhh, I ..
MOTORHOME TRAVEL 𧳠(swipe for photos) β¨I'm here!!! Uhhh, I will continue my travel story and you will understand my absence. π«£ I so wanted to wake up and make my favorite avocado toast for breakfast, make delicious coffee that tasted even better because it was made in a motor home and on a trip that I had dreamed of for two years. I planned to have breakfast and go for a walk around Prague. But my moo...
MOTORHOME TRAVEL 𧳠(swipe for photos) At 8.50 in the morni..
MOTORHOME TRAVEL 𧳠(swipe for photos) At 8.50 in the morning I was already standing at the gate of a man who rents out motorhomes. I was looking forward to when I could load my things and hit the road. I had 14 days of adventure ahead of me. The owner came and we started a little training on how to use the motor home. I think I didn't listen to him very carefully. I wanted to get on the road as soon as poss...
