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Heyyyyyyy!!!!! I hope everyone has an amazing weekend! This ..
Heyyyyyyy!!!!! I hope everyone has an amazing weekend! This piece j wanted to share with you guys first, I posted photos of it but not these for obvious reasons heheheh After everything that happened with being flat out tricked, I needed to make something beautiful,that represents my emotions atm. βYour love is a hammer and my heart is full of nailsβ πππ Psych update! They raised my meds! I cannot tell...
You see first! Hehe newest stufff thatβs ready n listed! ππ₯°..
You see first! Hehe newest stufff thatβs ready n listed! ππ₯° I hope everyone is having a dopeβ¦. Tuesday? Lol π I have my psych tmrw and Iβm def not looking forward to it lol idk what imma do if he doesnβt listen to me or MY DAD Idk tho my dad like wonβt leave until he does something for my pain lol def going to act very entitled and itβs gonna make me super uncomfortable like last time he was li...
VLOG TIMEEE!!! this took me forever to edit together Bc I wa..
VLOG TIMEEE!!! this took me forever to edit together Bc I was rly high and broke it up into pieces to edit it lol but I wanna try to do at least like two or three of these a week! Everyday I wouldnβt have much to say cept show you guys new art hahaha which I will also start doing π you guys see my art first before anyone else! Also apologies for sounding like I mumble, at least thatβs how it sounds tk me now c...
Okay WHAT I CANT EVEN π thank you guys so so fucking much ho..
Okay WHAT I CANT EVEN π thank you guys so so fucking much holy bawls I will be stocked for like a whole mf year at least!!!!! Wow π― I know a couple on here, but I also posted to my ig so if you did get one dm me so I can thank youuu and talk about makin you something art related in return or any of my xxx content π₯°ππ€ see my last video slide! For what I just started working on π€ will take vid of the ...
YOU GUYS LAST NIGHT I FOUBD MY SECOND LOVE i donβt need a bo..
YOU GUYS LAST NIGHT I FOUBD MY SECOND LOVE i donβt need a boyfriend ππ CRACKLE PASTE i am blown away and never thought it would be this amazing or I would have tried sooner, but I cried the moment I started working on this piece and that happened to me the only other time when i stumbled across paint pouring for the first time haha so I know my body is telling me to listen to my heart and followwww this feel...
OMG I just went out to the hugest jackpot of a goodwill EVER..
OMG I just went out to the hugest jackpot of a goodwill EVER for clothes haha itβs right in college town, these are only thee things, the first shirt is on backwards but thatβs how I will be dying and intending to wear or sell it π€£ what colors should I do the Greyy one?? So many more to show you guys along with a ton of picture frames sl k can frame ink stuff! Really cool ones! Iβm finally about to art for ...
Ahhhhh morning! Some pics from bed while Iβm trying to wake ..
Ahhhhh morning! Some pics from bed while Iβm trying to wake upπ€ I need to like stop crying so I can put on makeup lmfao my eyes are swollen as fuckkkkk π Everything going on has prob made last month the most challenging for me mentally and physically, I have been almost a year sober and didnβt even crave booze at all during this shit, everything collapsing at once lol thatβs how it goes always π it c...
This is a huge update, wanted to show you the write up tho B..
This is a huge update, wanted to show you the write up tho Bc lol. This dude was such an ASSHOLE to my dad holy shit, but I got answers and Iβm honestly scared as fuck π₯Ί the first surgery or after I have braces for half a year? π€£ ew itβs soooo gnarly sounding and my roommate made it worse but they basically take your top jaw and detach it from your skull to reposition it so Iβm like about to hurl just ty...
I took these yesterday to post but right after that, I had f..
I took these yesterday to post but right after that, I had found out the person I was into for a few months has had a double life, a girlfriend, and on top of it a fucking ra*ist Through alll of this I was sober so my feelings and everything felt real, so I canβt even trust myself anymore I feel. I keep attracting such wild fucking narcissistic people, my heart is too big and I have so much love in me, and they see...
I have an mri to get to rn but just wanted to say hi with my..
I have an mri to get to rn but just wanted to say hi with my bare face β€οΈβπ©ΉI hope everyone had a fun weekenddddd or relaxing or both heh itβs been rough mentally over here and I think ig shadow banned me because I listed too many stories of pieces I had made, so now Iβm like uhhhh lol π’ Been trying to keep my confidence at the same time while being ignored by someone who has mutual feels for me, o...
I adorn you with a pre shower/shave pics that I was gonna ta..
I adorn you with a pre shower/shave pics that I was gonna take an after shave photo set and send as a ppv message but Iβm DEAD π΅ since Tuesday Iβve been working bout 18-20 hrs a day from the moment I woke up to bedtime, doc appointments jn begween, my dad calling everyday for at least two hours just to talk, AND LOOK AT WHAT I GOT DONE! 30 new pieces uploaded! Iβve been in a lot of pain so when I have flare ...
Hehe got new specks for the 29928382th time π€£π€£ and some fini..
Hehe got new specks for the 29928382th time π€£π€£ and some finished pieces you guys get to see first!!! ππππ man, this is prob the most busy month Iβve had since I started painting, thereβs been a doctor appointment every single day since last Monday Iβm exhausted π΄ trying v hard to keep up on here tho even if itβs just a small update like thisss, like I said Iβm not goin to ever go rogue...
Wait for ittttt ππ heh a couple shirts I dyed! Tank was all ..
Wait for ittttt ππ heh a couple shirts I dyed! Tank was all black, so I bleached out whatever Bc even tho itβs 100% cotton thereβs 284744833939 kinds of cotton (idk how many rly but a lot lmfao) and alot of them rly donβt color remove or bleach out so whatever that tank was made of I could only dye it v dark but itβs hawt π€ heh and the pullover is pretti cute now too π Iβll be sending a vid and/...
I hope you guys have had a good day π€ Iβm sorry this was all..
I hope you guys have had a good day π€ Iβm sorry this was all I could muster up to post today haha, itβs been a rly hard day. That was a stupid pointless appointment and nothing got accomplished, except me getting gaslighted by my psych when I called them lmfao I love doctors ππ I guess only 5% of ppl who have tmj need this surgery so doctors donβt ever see someone who has a case as severe, and donβt ...
I have an emergency appointment with the pain doc soon, my d..
I have an emergency appointment with the pain doc soon, my dad is coming with. I have been telling them for a couple months now multiple docs that my dosage isnβt helping anymore, the injections essentially made things feel worse, like more loose? Unhinged and backwards inside my head lol I canβt even describe it but itβs driving me insane so I NEED someone to take me seriously, itβs hilarious I need my dad t...
Oooooof FUCK SOS YOU GUYS! π€£ I just ran out of my 2tb storag..
Oooooof FUCK SOS YOU GUYS! π€£ I just ran out of my 2tb storage plan on google and do not want to upgrade because they duplicate and back up everything so if anyone gets the hard drive on my wishlist, Iβll get you hard ππππ but I will send you all the things, prints, an art piece(s), any content you donβt have I just need to store my stuff and start fresh so I can use apps again properly like drive,...
Morningggggg!!!! Check your inbox soon π Yesterday was insan..
Morningggggg!!!! Check your inbox soon π Yesterday was insanely busy, I worked 20 hours straight on Friday hahahh β°οΈ (working to me means getting my hands on anything I possibly can to distract myself lol) I went on a mini shopping spree and got the CUTEST SHIT EVER π€€ i spent all night color removing and dying them! Gonna try some white and red opaque textile acrylics on black and see if it shows up cause s...
Heyyyyy you guyss β€οΈβπ©Ή how are youuuuu todayyy? Comment with..
Heyyyyy you guyss β€οΈβπ©Ή how are youuuuu todayyy? Comment with your moooood π€ this goal is my weed bill ππ so if itβs met today/tomorrow I have a joint saved to smoke naked! π€π€π€ self medicating is so expensive but itβs extremely needed rn π since yesterday morning my pain started to get more intense and this morning I woke up to it pretty much feeling the same as itβs always been π...
Showing you guys this beast first before I list it because I..
Showing you guys this beast first before I list it because I am so so proud of it π₯² Iβll make another post today, but I just wanted to update! So, I woke up this morning and felt that my jaw kinda just feels the fucking same lol these injections were only to help with the swelling but the joint itself is dislocated forward so only diffference now is that I can hear it more when I move it, which is starting to dr...
Omg today was really really hard π but amazing at the same t..
Omg today was really really hard π but amazing at the same time bc I already feel relief after getting the injections today (they said it would be twilight sedation but I was knocked the fuuuuuck out) Like my jaw feels is in the position it was a year ago where it was less inflamed and I could hear it popping and the crushed glass noises n shit and I stopped being able to hear that at some point I think cause it...
I will reply back to everyone in the am, I had a friend over..
I will reply back to everyone in the am, I had a friend over all night n my brain is so moosh These pics def do justice π€£ besides the cocaine. I havenβt touched that shit in so long!!!! πͺ
Hehe I canβt wait to be able to work out n stuff sooon!!! I ..
Hehe I canβt wait to be able to work out n stuff sooon!!! I hope I can after these injections!!!!! Cause Iβm a stick ππππ hahah
My day yesterday ππ planted a cute planter box of coleus and..
My day yesterday ππ planted a cute planter box of coleus and dusty Miller, no clue if they will survive bc repotting in winter is stupid as fuck πΉ but π€π€ Omg you guys Iβm rly shy feeling rn lmfao π people that have joined THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart π₯² thereβs over double the peeps here now, so Iβll def be keeping consistency with this, so long as my pain doesnβt flare up, but ...
I woke up feeling myself today, check your inbox soon if you..
I woke up feeling myself today, check your inbox soon if you wanna see the rest of this set! I also will be replying back to everyone shorty that has messaged me π€ now that Iβve introduced OF to my daily regimen again, it might take me a lil to reply bc OF doesnβt give me notifications and Iβm 24/7 running around with my head chopped offf π€£π€£π€£ Itβs small and cute set Iβll be sending and it made ...
Uhmmm oh my gosh you guys π― in two days we went from 7.9% to..
Uhmmm oh my gosh you guys π― in two days we went from 7.9% to 5.6% I CANT EVEN!!!!!!!! Thank you so much I want to cry π my goal was 5% before the month ended and itβs so possible now! Iβve never rly gone for a rank goal (they always were disgustingly competitive and fucked up on my freecams haha) but itβs just a personal goal, and I never expected to be able to accomplish it but you guys made it happen, s...
stripping out of my clothes bc fuck em π I have to take my c..
stripping out of my clothes bc fuck em π I have to take my car again to the shop today, it needs to pass emissions and ofc the check engine code is misfiring lol π what are you guys doing today! Omg and thank you so much everyone who came from yesterday! I hope you guys got my message and if youβll did not get a link from me and you just subbed/resubbed for the first time in awhile send me a message! I hope I...
In b4 everyone else with TOPLESS TIMELAPSES π€£πππππππ bruh I ..
In b4 everyone else with TOPLESS TIMELAPSES π€£πππππππ bruh I hit a jackpot idea baahahahah I will be using this platform to do my art, but topless/naked when itβs somethin big hereβs a little ink piece I did!!! Gonna mount it and resin it β€οΈβπ₯
Omg haiiiii new peeeeeepl! And I see some familiars come bac..
Omg haiiiii new peeeeeepl! And I see some familiars come back π₯°π₯°π₯° check your inbox soon! itβs of a months worth of content from here (I have folders of every month from dec 2019-January 2021 when I set my posts to expire within 30 days, hence why it looks like I donβt have a lot of content haha I stopped expiring posts because that was a lot of work ππ€£) But each folder is $10 or you can get em all...
Just sent a msg to your inbox π Iβm slowly getting my confid..
Just sent a msg to your inbox π Iβm slowly getting my confidence back π bare with me heh I just made a promotion for new peeps so if you see this and youβre new HAIIII!!!!! π₯°π₯°π₯°π₯° thereβs way more content available to you guys than what you see here, so check your inbox for a hello message hehe π
Shitty pics while watching new season of euphoria Which is ..
Shitty pics while watching new season of euphoria Which is AMAZING and Iβm v lucky to not have experienced that part of school lmfaoo Also HUGE NEWS! well not like it would matter here but I take PayPalllll and pay later now for my webshop! If you qualify you can pay in installments! I rly hope this helps to pick things up again, the feeling of discouraged is like at an all time high hah
























