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www.Instagram.com/TinyTaylorOakes For all things non-butt r..

www.Instagram.com/TinyTaylorOakes For all things non-butt related

The thesis is the body. Sex is an extension of that. But wh..

The thesis is the body. Sex is an extension of that. But what it all boils down to. The rants and the photos and the psychedelics and the yoga and the porn - is exploring the body. And what it means to fully be in one.

So what's the middle ground?

For the first time in my life and sexploration, after moneti..

For the first time in my life and sexploration, after monetizing my recorded sex, I felt like a whore. And I didn't like that feeling. I've always felt empowered by my ability to show up in those spaces. And I felt completely stripped of that because I had started to ask so much of that version of myself. Show up. Be vulnerable. Fuck. Capture content. Make money. Share that energy. Do it again. Too much.

I think all creators are scared to admit that the truth is t..

I think all creators are scared to admit that the truth is the biggest wins only come through when you give it your all. Be that in dance or science or soccer or parenting - whenever you're operating at full capacity you know you feel a difference in your output. And if you forever deem yourself a hobbyist or less than, you've already sealed that fate...

Where I landed is this existed in me before anyone else ever..

Where I landed is this existed in me before anyone else ever did. I've been exploring my image and the images of others since I had a camera in my hand (and did before it was common to). So I started asking myself a different question - am I afraid to be an artist? Am I afraid to look beyond the business and the partners and the quality of work and see it all as something larger - at least to myself? Is it po...

Going back and forth on whether or not I would continue, I w..

Going back and forth on whether or not I would continue, I was also simplifying that too much. It doesn't have to be all or nothing. That's just how I was used to making choices. Flipping tables and taking it all off. Rather than rearranging what is there.

When I started to look back on old images and realize how lo..

When I started to look back on old images and realize how lost I was in them, I started to demonize their creation. I've separated myself from that thought since then and realized that something is only "bad" when the energy or intent put into it makes it so. To say that photography and exploring self image is inherently destructive is too simple. I was just uncomfortable with what I found.

CURRENT STATE

The only shapes possible after that travel day. And it's no..

The only shapes possible after that travel day. And it's not over yet... One more plane + bus today. No idea what time it is.

Today is the longest flight (11hrs) I've ever been on. Pray..

Today is the longest flight (11hrs) I've ever been on. Pray for me. Or buy me survival wine 🙏🖤

I need a break from intellectualizing about my sex and my bo..

I need a break from intellectualizing about my sex and my body. But never fear...the butt will always be here. And that's because I have over 5TB of nudes. I certainly have equally as many moods. However I is tired. And the next phase of my adventure takes me back into yoga territory (if you follow me on other platforms). Which you are welcome to. www.instagram.com/tinytayloroakes I am me everywhere - thoug...

Rest. I've never needed and received so much rest. From this..

Rest. I've never needed and received so much rest. From this time last year until now - it has been life or death go mode. The greys sure show it. But...truthfully the payoff has been beyond incredible. Other stories for other times. Nonetheless...the message is rest. SO MUCH has been possible because I've been incapable. F0rced to sit. To wait. To just be. Going day by day is my highest form of masochism...

The best things are the ones that come to you exactly when y..

The best things are the ones that come to you exactly when you need them and have no idea how to define them. I always find when I am my most humble, this always happens for me. When I truly accept that nothing is in my control and whatever is going to happen to me is going to happen to me, it all, always, gets better.

Another shift is coming. Location and focus and timezone ar..

Another shift is coming. Location and focus and timezone are about to flip again. I've upgraded my suitcase since starting this journey in December of 2021. But so far in 2023 I've changed locations more times than in all of 2022. Somehow it doesn't seem like as much. Maybe that's more emotional. Or the fact that after all these solo missions I've really built up my back. But regardless...it&...

How often do you feel like your best self?

Acting natural is such a challenging cue to receive. The le..

Acting natural is such a challenging cue to receive. The least natural thing we can do is be acutely aware of all parts of our body (and the presence of a viewer). In the very astute words of Ricky Bobby "I'm not sure what to do with my hands."

Oscillating between states of gratitude and anxiety. Or is ..

Oscillating between states of gratitude and anxiety. Or is that just adulthood?

I learned the meaning of "sababa" in December and every time..

I learned the meaning of "sababa" in December and every time the future thinking has tried to take hold, I have tried to hold onto the moment of learning what it means to really enjoy the present when you open to all it has.

Do you get enough rest? I certainly don't and have been tryi..

Do you get enough rest? I certainly don't and have been trying to force myself to treat my remaining time where I am more like a vacation. Though it's certainly an expensive one given the exchange... However that is (very immediate) future Taylor's problem.

This is the mood of the current upload speeds I feel like I'..

This is the mood of the current upload speeds I feel like I've been dealing with for over a year...

How frequently has this been the mood of recent history?

Do you find it easier to land in your body or leave it?

I have never been so far out of my body as I was when these ..

I have never been so far out of my body as I was when these were taken. I knew that going in and wanted to force myself to still get in front of the camera. To tell myself this time would only be temporary. And that a future me would want to look back and be able to remember that. So suck it up. Be brave. Get uncomfortable. It's always worth it.